The Precious Within

The Precious Within.
Over the next weeks I will publish through a series of blogs, my next book. I will begin this week with the forward, index and introduction.

Forward

This book is an account of my own evolving being. It is not intended to be interpreted as a judgement of the reader or their beliefs, if they do not align with what I say.
My own perceptions and understandings shift and change like the sands on a beach and like sands on a beach it brings peace to walk them.
All of us do the best we can with what we have and who we believe we are. If you are completely at peace with your being, you need read no further than this.
You are blessed, honoured and loved.
Namaste

Table of Contents.
Introduction P4
Ch 1. You shall have no other gods before Me. P8
• I Am within – you do not have to deify any other entity but the I AM in I-YOU-WE-US.
Praise I AM of Unconditional Love as the core source of all creation.

Ch 2. You shall not make idols. P13
• You do not need to worship a symbol of who WE are – just
let everything remind you of the great I AM – Our Divinity as One.

Ch.3. You shall not take the name of the LORD your God in vain. P16
• Do not take action in, or undervalue, the LORD’s name by applying it with the love of
– or fear of – power. Each human, in his BEing, contains the LORD of PERFECT,
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

Ch.4. Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it Holy. P18
• Take time to be still that WE enjoy WE. Gratitude, mercy, forgiveness, compassion, joy
and abundance are Ours in this time of stillness when WE praise with all our Heart,
the Love of Source that flows through WE.

Ch.5. Honour your father and your mother. P20
• Be aware that the human experience was brought to you through your parents and
their lineage. YOU/WE chose them for the potential they brought to your evolution – and
theirs – to knowing WE.

Ch.6. You shall not murder. P21
• Do not deny any of OUR creation the right to free choice in all things. When others do
so, from a place absent of love, stand and stop them, but do not, if there is any choice
for you, take their birthright to life from them also in love’s absence. Let compassion
make you merciful when denying them their choice to take choice from others.

Ch.7. You shall not commit adultery.
• Let any contract you make with another through the unconditional love of WE be
binding. Do not break its terms in any devious way, but if it serves WE to do so,
release each the other in mutual understanding and compassion.

Ch.8. You shall not steal.
• Do not take that which belongs to another without fair and honest exchange, unless
it is freely gifted through the love of WE with no expectation of return or kudos for
the ego.

Ch.9. You shall not bear false witness against your neighbour.
• Always speak truthfully of others in matters of justice – just truth serving love.

Ch.10. You shall not covet.
• In all things, do not wish to have what another has, or despise those who do not have
what you have – you create your own existence.

Ch 11. And The Two Commandments of Jesus.
Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy
soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great Commandment.

And the second is like unto it; Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.

On these two Commandments hang all the law and the prophets.

Endpiece

 

 

Introduction.
Having been raised in a society whose laws and protocols are very much evolved from the Judeo/ Christian paradigms of old, I have often struggled to align the truth I am discovering within to that which I was told is ‘the only way.’
I think that many religions have inherited a desire to have power and control over people through power- based doctrine. There are very few religions, if any, that do not expect in their ‘followers’ an unquestioned loyalty to their ‘TRUTH’.
All doctrines and theorems contain truth, for they come from passion. It is our mindfulness that discerns what serves love and what serves its absince.
Much of my own search has desired an answer to the question of who or what God is. I have come to the conclusion that we can never quantify ‘God’ or ‘Absolute Love’. This is a spiritual energy and as such defies anything of scientific measurement or sensual identification. How the void and the light came into being to create consciousness, physicality and sensuality in time and space is beyond us, except the spirit of Original Source or Love or God or whatever we like to call it can only be sensed spiritually as a truth which can, if we embrace it, affect our entire being. Love by its very nature must love and so it creates in order to love something. Ultimately that something – creation- will return the same love to the love that gives to it at which point the creation is complete.
So, in my explorations, I do not dismiss the validity of any creed, doctrine or belief if it promotes unconditional love as the source of any of its practices. Often it does not. However, there are always those who strive to find it within the boundaries of their beliefs.
That the teachers of these boundaries can make use of doctrines to serve their own power is something we need to address. They all use historic dogma as a starting point from which to move forward. Their words are said to be Truth and unalterable. The books in the Bible, for example, show discrepancies and contradictions aplenty. At the very beginning, in Genesis, there are two very different versions of the Creation. Which is the truth? How do we know? It probably doesn’t matter. If, as I do, we believe that the Source is Unconditional love, then they both fall short. Their writers no doubt believed their view served God better – a God who wielded power and judgement. My question is this. If God is Unconditional Love, how can He judge and punish so cruelly? Many would say that if we are in his image then as a loving parent, he guides and disciplines his children as we do. We follow his example. I would say the examples we follow were and are created by us. Unconditional love by its nature allows free choice.
The light or energy of love cannot be defined or measured – only its creations and manifestations can be explored and measured or ‘explained’ in some way. Science has gone far beyond splitting the atom to discover that particles of energy can be ‘created’ albeit briefly in a vacuum seemingly out of nothing, but there is still an input to the vacuum that is quantified – such a vacuum is not nothing. Energies in the universe are being discovered and measured as increasingly smaller and larger energy waves. But such discoveries always invite our scientists to discover something smaller – or something larger. None of these discoveries will ever be ‘God’ because spiritual energy is at 0.
A number can be counted ever closer or ever further away but will never reach a conclusion. But multiply any of them by 0, you get 0. Yet divide any by 0? It cannot be done. (Not with basic maths anyway, and even with complex calculus there are conditions!) So call 0 Love. It follows the same rules. Call each of us 1. We can multiply by 0 and get 0. (Love times 1 – or any number of us – is love) And we can divide love and get love. ( 0 shared equally with 1 – or any number of us- is 0 ) But we cannot divide with love. 1(or any number) of something shared equally with 0 is not something we can do. We cannot share ourselves between love. Not if we use 0 as a metaphor which seems reasonable as it does not follow the rules of physicality any more than measuring ‘love-waves’ does. Only by being ‘0’ can we share our love unconditionally to all and ultimately to Love itself. 0 divided by 0 equals 0. 0 divided by infinity equals 0. If we make our love conditional to measure out to others, we are not sharing love, but judgement – in love’s absince. Infinity divided by 0??? Love does not divide – it cannot. It can only unite when WE share it. And we can only share it if we have it. And if we think we must apply conditions to give only some to some people, or just to ourselves, then it is not love we give, for love cannot divide anything except itself.
Love does not judge – WE do. That God judges us is the greatest of misconceptions and it is created by US. Judgement, punishment, guilt, temptation – all our own – not God, not Satan. It was WE desiring to have the knowledge of what the power of love is, to know the nature of our ‘parentage’ (God), that created its fruits; that brought us separation from ourselves and our memory; that brought us death – all so that we might ultimately gain that desire which can only be absolute in Love loved. WE will achieve it by choosing to love. This desire is still in the process of manifestation. God did not say ‘I want a friend to love me back. We did. Unconditional Love cannot do that. The consciousness of God did not consider consequences of creating ‘angels’ (beings to love, serve and honour the creation) and ‘son of man’ (Adam, physical manifestation of Word) who was also created as a spiritual image of Word -the intention was only to love creating creation to forever give love. It is a giving forward of love. It still is. That is all Love can do. It was only our desire to know and understand the Creator that created the ‘separation’ and the ‘fall’ in the first place. The ‘angels’ are only serving us as their creators. That we are placed ‘lower’ than they is our own manifestation.
WE are not God – we are God’s CHILDREN and just as we cannot force our own children to love us, so God cannot make us love Them. God created Man (Adam, in Their image), the Angels, the Universe; it is ours. (Man’s). As both ‘sons of God’ (Adam- in Their image) and Sons of Man (descendants of Adam the ‘fallen’), we have creative power and we create whatever we desire. Like God, we create scenarios, situations and experiences to fulfil a desire to love something. We chose to desire knowledge of God –to define love, rather than to enjoy being love. Any loving we do is tagged with conditions. The Angels serve our desires. Their ‘fall’ was in response to that desire, not a desire of their own to reward or punish or tempt man, but to serve him.
That we are motivated both by fear to love protectively, to defend, to keep safe, or by power to control, subvert or enslave, has been our choice, though we have been blind to it being so and to it (choice) being our creation; but more of us are opening our eyes at last. We are choosing to be motivated by Love; and knowing good and evil (love and its absence) allows us to choose to love as we are loved. Unconditional Love, God, Light, Yang, the divine masculine creator, cannot do this. Unconditional love, Gaia, Void, Yin, Darkness, the divine Feminine womb and nurturer cannot do this. Unconditional Love, Word, the divine high consciousness, Child of God, cannot do this. But Man, the physical manifestation (Child) of Their union, can do this. WE are waiting in time for full awareness and the reuniting of our Being with Unconditional Love/God.
It is our heart that both contains and/or shuts out our divinity – the ‘Father, Son and Holy Spirit’. If it does not expand to include our highself in its function, our highself must wait and keep knocking. If it contracts so much that our soul’s light cannot pass from within, then it cannot shine through our being. Our heart defines the nature of our universe by its size – and its size is dictated by our choice to seek ways to understand and give love. If we spend our time seeking love for ourselves, we will never truly find it, for it then lies within where we cannot see it. Only by loving unconditionally, as Jesus – and I would venture to say a number of others as well – have done, can we hope to experience that love in our existence. And if we decide to seek power and control over others, this also keeps our universe limited and wins us hollow victory, absent of love.
The following interpretations of the Ten Commandments are my own. It is my desire that it helps clarify, for those sharing my discomfort with the ‘right’ way to think, a paradigm in which there is no right and no wrong and that the only desire that brings us joy is the desire to know, understand, experience and be the embodiment of the spirit and consciousness of Unconditional Love from which all things have sprung.
When we ask our questions, there are red flags for the mindful ones, which can warn us when those questions are coming from the head – the consciousness of ego – instead of channelling through the expanded heart in an earnest desire to KNOW, UNDERSTAND, EXPERIENCE and BE Unconditional Love through the consciousness of Original Source – the universal consciousness of absolute, perfectly balanced, all-knowing, all-seeing love. The creative energy of this entity is the Holy Spirit, the breath of God. The body is the perfect geometry, mathematics and science of absolute universal laws and patterns which operate in creating our universe from pure energy and is present and available EVERYwhere, to serve us as WE wish.
These are the questions of doubt, judgement and love of, or subservience to, power. We are able to discern them by the feelings that accompany them. There is a sense of indignation, accusation, self pity and defensiveness. The nature of the question is challenging and accusatory, or seeks justification for actions which take choice from others, no matter the wording and ‘political correctness’ that forms its structure. The overriding desire in asking the question is to be RIGHT and to be confident in being so and in telling others so – but mostly there is fear in the possibility that the answer might not be the one we want.
Alternatively, when the desire is to serve, or to seek understanding of, the power of love, our questions will be accompanied by feelings of anticipation, excitement and joy. When there is a commitment to Love, to the higher consciousness within, we are not seeking justification of a behaviour we have displayed, or intend to display, we are finding out how it is an appropriate way to consciously serve the highest good; or, if it is a past behaviour, we are finding out how it can consciously serve the highest good now. Guilt and judgement play no part in it. It is a personal dialogue and serves Love through each of us. If our understanding doesn’t ‘sit well’ with us, we keep asking the questions until it does, knowing it will happen. We need both patience and faith that this is so.

Feeling Heavey

I have come at last to writing another blog, having been working on my next book and getting over the flu. Much of my time has been spent reading ALL sorts of material regarding our current state of being and where we are headed – I have been transported into realms of horror via survivors’ stories of occult organisations, alien battles, prehistoric histories, myth, legend, channels, time travel, visions of hell… on and on it has gone…the battle for good or evil, light or darkness, truth or lies. The material I have read and listened to has covered a vast range of belief and experience and has done little more than confuse and muddle any perception of truth that has come my way to date, except it affirms my perception that we exist within polarity – confusion and clarity being one of the continuums on which we are placed.
There is no doubt that sometimes we become overwhelmed by negativity in the world and we find ourselves weighed down by despair. Often that negativity is based on hearsay, or is an exaggeration of a smaller story. Or it can stem from our own horrible experiences. Whether or not the horrific scenarios played out to our minds are real or imaginary, our own or another’s, is moot. It is our reaction to them that affects our reality – whether we become paranoid or unmoveable in our beliefs; whether we dismiss everything including truths; whether we accept everything including untruths – how we discern what’s what!
A recent phenomenon in the media of late is that of paedophilia – in the church, in political circles, in acting circles. People in trusted positions are being found to be untrustworthy in ever increasing numbers. How do we react to these revelations? The greatest danger is in developing a mass paranoia where things turn into a witch hunt and many innocent people are accused and therefore whose reputations are damaged, even if there is no case to answer. People are no longer innocent unless proven guilty in such an environment. Alternatively, people do not want to know. If it does not affect them personally then they dismiss all who speak against these behaviours as conspiracy theorists, bandwagon jumpers, attention seekers etc. And dismissing these things as impossible is as dangerous as paranoia.
There are the stories of cults, mind control, torture, abuse, organ harvesting, psychological manipulation, world power goals, government cover-ups, aliens and so forth. Some of this stuff is really scary and the temptation to dismiss it all as crazy people’s ranting is very real. Indeed, if such things do have substance, it is this very temptation that would protect them. But perhaps the focus of attention is directed at the wrong people. This is what the truly deranged ones would want, of course. Those that get caught are expendable! But to accuse the rich and famous because they are who they are is no different to accusing every Arab of being a terrorist, or earlier last century, every Jewish person as being no more than greedy vermin, or in days gone by, every single woman with a cat and a skill in healing, a witch!
There is the real fear of terrorism and the polarisation of people’s attitudes towards groups of people in their societies and the resultant racism and ostracism of them, including the mistreatment of children who have no options, is dangerous. There is the very real possibility that genocide could develop from all the fear generated in the process. We have learned this many times over. Are we to bring the same lesson once more into our lives?
I have come to the conclusion that we must make some choices about our beliefs:
One: to accept the possibility that anything is possible, positive or negative, as a deep truth.
Two: to understand that ignoring the negative possibilities brought to awareness gives them strength, even if they are not currently a real ‘thing’. (When good men do nothing)
Three: to understand that reacting to possibilities brought into our awareness with fear (a trait of human kind repeated for millennia) adds strength and gives substance to that possibility, making it a probability and then a reality.
Four: to wake to the knowledge that as a species, to do what we have always done in the past is perpetuating what has always happened. The ‘human condition’ will not change.
Five: We must identify and face our thoughts on these things, bringing them into consciousness and make conscious decisions about what action to take.
Six: That that action is consciously serving the Highest Good. (And thoughts are actions!) The two extremes on the continuum of our choices are represented in our world in many ways:
-Negative -Positive
– wrong – right – Deepest Harm – Highest Good – Antichrist – Christ
– Selfishness – Unselfishness – Evil – Good – Hate/judgement – Unconditional Love – Love (or fear) of power – Power of ( faith in) Love – Satan – Jesus – Sociopath – empath – Demon – Angel -Lucifer/The Devil – God – arrogance – humility – lies -Truth – greed – generosity – ingratitude – gratitude – guilt /blame – forgiveness – Hell -Heaven
-War -Peace

There are any number of polarities that can be explored when we examine our personal states of being. I doubt many could say they stood at the positive end in this journey we call life in every moment on every continuum.
Understand that the first list must be the ultimate representation of a complete absence of Love and the second the representation of the complete presence of
Absolute, Unconditional Love.
Too often our concepts of these things fall short of the ideal. E.g. for many, God judges and punishes. If that is so then He is not at the end of the continuum but somewhere along it or maybe even synonymous with the Devil in this list, depending on the conditions and qualities given.
The name or label at the end must represent UNCONDITIONAL Love. That is the energy of the infinite creator who gives nothing but Love forward into the creation.
Seven: understand that unconscious action simply perpetuates the status quo. It is only conscious action which will take humanity in one direction or another. So being conscious and aware of one’s personal ‘state of being’ and making conscious, proactive choices about it will advance the creation.

So – some examples of possible scenarios and choices/actions.
Child abuse – paedophilia /sacrifice /rape /torture / neglect / sale of organs etc etc.

We tend to react more to some of these things than to others, but the bottom line is that emotional neglect is every bit as unacceptable as paedophilia and torture. All abuse is about denying freedom to another – freedom to choose, freedom to grow and evolve in a safe and nurturing environment.

Some abusers are ignorant that they have a choice, being abused themselves – climbing the ladder from being abused to being abuser. Some consciously choose to abuse for the sense of power and control it gives them. And perhaps some are unaware, being split into a range of alter egos in order to do someone else’s dirty work. Whatever the stories behind an abuser’s evolution, the abuse is wrong and the stories need to change.

We must be aware that hate, revenge, and anger need to be transformed into love and light so that our thoughts and actions reflect love rather than the energy which created the situation in the first place. Our outrage, anger and judgement are valid and understandable, but this is where the initial work must take place. We must allow and embrace our anger and love it to death – that is, to transformation – into a passion for changing the status quo within. Then we will have a show of bringing healing energy to the situations we so despised, with compassion and understanding, to stop these people without hating them.
These people do need to be stopped – but waiting for them to evolve in a cocoon of our judgement and hate won’t bring change in the moment. Working on our own evolution will. Being able to see the beauty hidden behind the egos of people, ourselves included, will.

So do we turn a blind eye to situations in our own lives which need to be addressed? The yelling and abuse next door? The mates rates on stuff our friends offer us? The acceptance of our own allowing inappropriate behaviour and abuse in our own families? Do we avoid telling? Do we avoid bringing charges? Whose highest good does our avoidance serve? Whose power does it serve? We need to establish what our own beliefs are and whether or not we serve those or others’ beliefs and for what reasons. Do we dob our neighbour in because they need to be stopped or because we hate what they do and seek punishment or revenge. Or are we afraid of the repercussions if ‘they’ find out it was us? Or do we need to let people learn from their own lessons? These are all questions we deal with and come to varying conclusions about every day. It is the result of the intention behind our chosen action, or inaction, that creates for the highest good – or not. None of us is immune from these considerations. What is right for some is not for others.

We must remember that we ourselves are products of our own experience and we must accept that others are a product of theirs. Every human makes decisions and takes action based on where their being is in any given moment, so there is no right or wrong decision ever made, on that basis. A person full of compassion has no choice but to love even as he takes action to stop someone taking the right to choose life from another; just as one whose heart shuts off the light from within has no choice but to take what power he can from a seemingly empty world, where his numbness and lack of feeling means pain, his own and/or others’, becomes the measure by which he feels anything. Unless we are open to challenging that which we have come to believe, we are in no position to challenge another. This is a world of free choice, but unconditional love can do nothing but love. Now there’s a paradox. We choose love, we give up our right to choose. We reject love, we also abdicate our right to choose. And darkness cannot exist where there is light.

The first priority for anyone who wishes to make a difference in their world, is to make a difference in them self. The world reflects us as we reflect the world we perceive. If we perceive hopelessness and evil in the belief that human nature cannot change, that will be our world. As we perceive kindness, love, hope, compassion – as we recognise beauty and joy in the world – as we express our gratitude for it, so it will become. Darkness will not exist where there is light.

Namaste.